rubatozis

a fan of the sweet & grotesque
most of my art is 16+

about me

_{cryptid with a remarkable talent for disguising himself as a human. married to the moon. hopelessly in love with life itself. engages in vampirism/cannibalism as a hobby (obvious /j). talks to trees. never seen leaving during the day. drinks too much coffee. always reading or watching something. is a furry. may or may not be a retired demon. communist, marxist-leninist, marxist feminist, etc. has maladaptive daydreaming. possibly adhd.}

⛥ pronouns
he/him
⛥ languages
brazilian portuguese, english; learning spanishmy pronounspage

(as in fandoms i'm active in)
Good Omens, Warrior Cats, The Song of Achilles, Greek mythology, Hannibal, Hades, Killing Eve, Yellowjackets, interview with the vampire, Flight Rising
_{in bold: current hyperfixation}⛥ favs/kins
crowley, mothwing, achilles, will graham, villanelle, shauna shipman, lottie matthews, charles rowland, nadja, the vampire armand, daniel molloy, the vampire claudia

queer stuff, spiders, gothic subculture, politics, biology/science, literature and media analysis, dark stuff, taboos, psychology, history, taking part in the revolution of the proletariat, etc.if you want to know what else I've read/watched/played:
_{my letterboxd • serializd • myanimelist • storygraph • backloggd}

blinkie n stamp collection

byi

_{means: before you interact}

⛥ on me
i will sometimes use reclaimed slurs (notably 'queer' and 'fag').
my art may contain artistic nudity.
my art may contain gore.
my art may contain suggestive or erotic themes.
i might sometimes discuss politics (the type most people find boring).
please do not try to involve me in discourse. i have other things to worry about. i would prefer if people in my computer were not one of them.
⛥ do:
retweet/reblog/etc
comment on my art/posts
mass like/rt/comment
dm for questions
use my art as pfp/banner etc (credit required)
⛥ don't:
reupload my art without my permission (even with credit)
_{i've had to deal with someone reuploading my art to pinterest. it's incredibly rude. don't.}
dm for small talk/making friends unsolicited
_{i'm shy. i'll probably let you know if i actually want to befriend you if you ask}
use my art for anything commercial
_{it's stealing.}
ask for free art
give unsolicited criticism
_{it's rude.}

the library

Index of all my on-going public projects.

this is for things i have already started. if i was to write everything i've thought of making, this list would be endless.

⛥ urban beasts
1970s au / werewolf au / scientist au
_{A dying man seeks to defy God one more time by distorting the concept of Man itself.}
long chaptered hannibal fanfic. been working since ~september? of last year. hannibal becomes obsessed with transfiguration, discovers werewolfism is real, then uses clarice as a test subject. clarice and will are the same character.
STATUS: planning (brainstorming/outlining)⛥ dead sands
minecraft survival modpack about restoring a dimension that faced a mass destruction event and became a barren desertic wasteland.
STATUS: very early development⛥ phasteaverse
warrior cats-ish / fantasy / xenofiction
bridges the gap between fanfic and originals. inspired by warrior cats, but a solid 80% is original content. phastea is the planet's name and each continent will be worked on individually. multimedia- will likely have written works, comics, art, videos, maybe even a short game or two.
STATUS: worldbuilding (brainstorming)

AWARENESS RESOURCES

_{(needs updating)}

♥ projects about diversity:
⛥ to survive on this shore
⛥ humanae♥ information on people and groups in need of help currently:
⛥ arab.org - help palestine
⛥ anera - help palestine
⛥ unrwa - help palestine
⛥ pcrf - help palestine
⛥ meca - help palestine
⛥ support roma children and youth in ukraine
⛥ support india during their covid crisis (1)
⛥ support india during their covid crisis (2)
⛥ support colombia
⛥ BLM: find a protest/fundraiser near you
⛥ BLM: donations (1)
⛥ BLM: donations (2)
⛥ BLM: donations (3)
⛥ BLM: petitions (1)
⛥ BLM: petitions (2)
⛥ BLM: petitions (3)
⛥ roe v wade: donations (1)
⛥ roe v wade: donations (2)
⛥ roe v wade: donations (3)
⛥ anti-trans texas laws: petitions (1)
⛥ anti-trans texas laws: petitions (2)
⛥ anti-trans texas laws: petitions (3)
⛥ anti-asian violence resources
⛥ help trans floridians move out of the state♥ resources if you are in need of help:
⛥ rape crisis (england/wales)
⛥ refuge
⛥ survivorsUK
⛥ dv hotline usa
⛥ national suicide prevention lifeline
⛥ search engine for sliding fee scale and affordable therapy
⛥ find a bipoc therapist
⛥ psychology today - therapist finder
⛥ therapy den
⛥ glimmer - lgbtq mental health care
⛥ national alliance on mental illness
⛥ plan c - at home abortion pills
⛥ i need an abortion
⛥ indigenous women rising - abortion/emergency funds
⛥ afiya center
⛥ national network of abortion funds
⛥ help with panic attacks (1)
⛥ help with panic attacks (2)
⛥ the safe space
⛥ how to move out of texas and/or protect your trans kids
⛥ big list of lgbtq help resources
⛥ international suicide hotlines
⛥ us suicide hotlines
⛥ stop non-consensual intimate image abuse♥ educate yourself and others:
⛥ everything about palestine and israel
⛥ blm information (1)
⛥ blm information (2)
⛥ blm information (3)
⛥ abortion information (1)
⛥ abortion information (2)
⛥ abortion information (3)
⛥ black history month
⛥ systemic racism
⛥ list of tone indicators/tone tags
⛥ list of slurs♥ hotlines:
⛥ national suicide prevention lifeline: 1-800-273-8255
⛥ national alliance on mental illness: 1-800-950-6264
or text: 741741
⛥ the trevor project: 866-488-7386
⛥ loveisrespect (DV): 1-866-331-9474
⛥ national eating disorder association: 1-800-931-2237
⛥ general crisis text line: 741-741
⛥ rape, abuse and incest national network: 1-800-656-4673
⛥ veterans association: 1-800-273-8255feel free to contact me if you find any misleading/dangerous resource accidentally linked here, or if you'd like to add anything to these lists!